School reopen. Tragedy.

I've been feeling low nowadays. Probably because firstly i am spending minimum time with baby due to her work, and needless to say because each day draws nearer to doomsday..

To add salt to wound, i really felt down about the fact i am spending little time with bb, because it made me feel stupid and useless that while shes working, im at home sleeping and slacking. I know she told me many times i've already done many many things to her, but i just couldn't stop myself from thinking that why can't i be richer and everything. 

Sorry that i am always frustrated over little things for the past few days, but i know you understand me. I've never felt more understood by a person before, till a extend that i really believe you can read my mind and everything without having me to tell you. Thank you (:

These hard work won't go to waste. One day we will all grow up and i'm gonna support you with everything i've got. I am your pillar for the rest of your life. I want you to rely on me for everything.

On a happier note, 2 more days to our 11th and 1 more month to our special day. Love you.

 

To the Special Someone.

2 more months to our first of many anniversary. you're currently working and away from my side. it feels so wierd.
i miss your constant nagging at me and your laughter and how we would have dinner everyday together. 
it feels really wierd. i don't know why. every second without you by my side makes me feel really empty.
i would sincerely like to thank you for your tolerance over my stupidity at times, and nevertheless, your love for me.

no matter how tough everything is now, remember and mark my words, everything will turn for the best in 2 years time. 
i used to wonder how it feels like to be truely in love with someone, having someone to shower you with love and concern.
thanks to you, the experience and memories you gave me will indeed lasts a lifetime.

i love you, Lynn.

 

  
my blog is rotting beyond recognition.. bb is always asking me to delete my blog because its like so fucken' boring and empty.
OKAY. from today onwards i shall update my blog, at least twice a week! konfirm.
today marks the final day of fucking RP for semester 1. nothing beats the feeling of knowing you don't have to attend school for 5 weeks..
what have i been doing lately.. hmm. absolutely nothing. i shall try and remember and list out.



1. i haven't been sleeping that much lately. 
2. tomorrow will be going bugis.. getting bb's books and stuffs and maybe catch a movie or something.
3. fucking hate RP as usual..
4. been eating a lot. a real lot.
5. show you guys my fav ultimate combo for late-night dota and relaxtion. 

 

ballzzzzzzzz.

 

 

ahh, so excited about my holidays. been waiting for so so so long already.

 

2 particular things i am pretty excited about is that me and bb's 10mth is approaching, and also, i can finally go find COCO! =D (feng.. wednesday k..)

CIAO.

Ps : i know my temper recently has been fiery, but you know i still love you as always (: